day -2

this is the day -2 of my fasting.
tmr (sunday) will be day -1
monday will be day 0

tmr i will start eating less, to tune my stomach.
day 0 is the preparatory day, i will eat only veggie to clean my guts up.
in the whole process, i will only consume fluid, excluding milk.
soy milk is marginal.
soup is accepted without 湯渣.
juice is accepted and preferred.

dear Lord,

I have too much need to be listened and decide.
I come to fast before you, with great needs.
I need to know the following:

1: my future battlefield.
2: our wedding venue.
3: How to move next.

and i need to pray for:
1: the money i need in wedding.
2: to understand myself before i get into the battle.
3: sins, unveiling sins.
4: aob

May you be with me, and stop me from eating.
This is a fight I need to win before I graduate.

in Jesus name i ask
Amen.